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GITANA ROSE
An Exploration in Fashion Fiction
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Tuesday, December 2, 2014
“Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside in a cloud of smoke, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming "Wow! What a Ride!”
― Hunter S. Thompson
― Hunter S. Thompson
Sunday, June 8, 2014
Part 1: Allegra's Story
New York, London, Milan, Paris.
As a model I was familiar with hotels
in each of these cities. Believe me, the star treatment does not exist for
models in the hotel industry unless you’re Naomi Campbell and no one else can be Naomi Campbell. I would usually land
around 6am in Charles de Gaulle Airport and arrive in a taxi to my hotel
looking trashed in a big t-shirt and jeans. I would hop into the shower and run
off to a shoot by 8 am. The hotel staff probably thought I was transporting
drugs or something.
I wasn’t the best model and that is why
I only lasted two years. I was mainly a runway model and not a print model. I
was too awkward with myself physically to be a good runway model too. I had the
skinny, lanky looks but never the booming confidence of a Giselle or the
mysterious air of a Mariacarla Boscono. The only print advertisements my agent
wrangled for me were for a few hair straightening products in
which they loved showing my kinky hair in the before picture then adding a wig
on top of my head for the after picture in fake long straight silky hair.
I am really shy by nature and
suddenly being thrown into the spotlight was distressing, but also exciting
because I had never been so close to the fashion world before. Walking on a
runway filled with important people you read about in magazines or see on television
with all their eyes on you, cameras flashing and music thumping while trying to look serious and walking down the run way in time to the music. I walked the runways for Prada,
Versace, Chanel, Dolce and Gabbana and for smaller houses that are now just as
big such as Proenza Schouler.
Gone are the Glamazon days of Linda,
Naomi and Christy. When I started modeling models were just clothing hangers
that did not need personalities to fill out the clothes. Actually, you were
never encouraged to fill out the clothes completely but to glide across a stage
as a shadow with the only interesting aspect or focus was the latest half ripped or digitally printed dress. Every model
was a blonde or brunette clone with the same measurements same walk and same blank expression. I no longer wanted to be the olive skinned
clothes hanger only called upon for the before part of commercials for kinky
hair and for photo shoots that were "gypsy" inspired.
But despite my brief career, I went
to the best parties of my life while modeling. Something about being surrounded
by beautiful people in a party that makes you want to continue partying since
the outside world was a lot uglier but just as cruel as the inside.
I wore the slinkiest dresses, got high off champagne and weed and slept with
the most gorgeous men. Parties were outrageous after fashion week especially in
New York. One year after some of the girls and I had finished the Marc by Marc
Jacobs runway show we trekked over to Brooklyn to a warehouse party. It was
literally raining men in the warehouse. Shirtless men suspended mid air from
chandeliers just dancing and having a good time. When we got there around
midnight the place was packed and everyone was on the happy part of their buzz dancing
and enjoying the warm night. My friend Shane and I quickly ran to the bar to
drink some shots and ran to the dance floor to just let our end of fashion week
energy out and all over the place. I went back to my hotel with one of the
dancers and the rest is now a good memory. It was one of the best parties when the
people, music, and mood was just right and that only happens once in a blue
moon.
I guess everyone’s story starts with
being discovered. As if I didn’t exist in my San Francisco
bubble before Anton, my agent, found me. I was in my senior year of high school
when my friends and I decided to skip school that day and go to the Haight and
Ashbury. Our goal was to buy some weed and hang out at Golden Gate Park after
making a quick munchies run to McDonald’s off Stanyan Street next to the
Rasputin record store. I was incredibly high while walking towards the park
with my faithful buddies, Arianna and Karen, while stuffing french fries into
my mouth. Since I was so preoccupied with my fries, I bumped into Anton on the street
and my Happy Meal fell to the floor. I was so upset because I was looking
forward to the apple pie stashed into my little cardboard Happy Meal box that
I forgot in my haze that I had bumped into a human being and not a pole. Anton
stood there just staring at me as did Arianna and Karen in their weed induced
silence. This process seemed to be taking eternity and I thought it was just
the weed in my system making me paranoid, but this man was staring at me in a
strange way. I normally would give him my usual scrappy street foul mouth, but
I was too high to attempt any smart back talk. He fished around in his pocket
and stuck a card in my face while I was still lamenting my apple pie.
"Sorry about that. My name is
Anton and I am a modeling scout and agent. You know, I think you would do well
in modeling, especially if you stop eating McDonald’s. Here is my card, give me
a call if you are interested. My office is in the Marina district. Hope to see
you there and sorry for making you drop your food.”
After much excitement from Arianna and Karen, they convinced me he wasn’t some street pervert and an actual agent so I called, and I guess you can say the rest is history. Allegra (aka me), the kid from San Francisco started her career in the fashion industry.
Saturday, June 7, 2014
Part 2: Making Up My Mind
Anton quickly became my
surrogate parent. I would call him whenever I needed help or advice such as
when I broke a heel on the way to a casting meeting in the middle of Paris in the rain. I frantically called him and he calmly gave me directions
to the nearest shoe store so I could replace my heels. He also told me exactly
the type of heel to pick out in the store. A simple black sleek heel with no
embellishments and he gently reminded me to straighten my ponytail in case the
rain had made me lose my composure.
Anton moved from New York to
San Francisco to take care of his dying partner, Will, whose last wish was to
die in his hometown of San Francisco. Next Model Agency was sympathetic since
he was such a high producing agent so they allowed him to open a San Francisco
branch while he took care of Will. A couple of years later, Will died of
esophageal cancer with the love and gentleness of Anton by his side. Anton
stayed in San Francisco and decided it was his only home, even though he was
originally from Marseille, but San Francisco contained happy memories of Will
on every street corner. Like me, even after traveling the world and
experiencing cities even more exciting and beautiful than San Francisco, this place
of hills and fog would always be home.
I realized after a couple of
years of traveling from one fashion week to another that I was getting old and
that modeling was not going to be a life long career for me, It was a weird
thought for someone in their early twenties to have, but that’s the fashion industry. I
didn't want to be part of a story anymore, but I wanted to tell a story. Anton
had a whole pitch to sell me to designers saying that I was the new Christy
Turlington. I am definitely not Christy Turlington because no one can be as
magnificent as her. I had a passing similarity to her and our backgrounds were similar, bu I was darker skinned with an olive tone and had dark
eyes and curly hair.
Also, I had a nagging feeling that I was
slightly off target in my career aspirations. I enjoyed fashion, but not just
as a mannequin but I wanted to express myself. On the weekends, while stuck in
a hotel room waiting in my room for my next flight I would rip t-shirts and
dresses and design a new outfit. I’d wear these improvised outfits before a
show and some of the other models would comment that it was really cool, or I would be
snapped by a fashion blogger and posted on a blog and get lots of positive
feedback. The one place I always felt the most comfortable was at fittings in a
designers studio. Each studio was different but the creative discussion of each
stitch and how it should fall on a model was always something I looked forward to in fittings. Once during a fitting at Suno, a
funky design studio inspired by African textiles I was so interested in asking about
the prints and touching the fabric instead of standing still while they took my
measurements. The designer was so upset that I wasn't focused on staying in one
place for my fitting that he dropped me from the show. That’s when I
decided that I needed to study fashion design and quit modeling.
Friday, June 6, 2014
Part 3: Central Saint Martins
Being accepted to Central Saint Martins in London was a step in my new direction. At least modeling had allowed
me to save enough money to enroll in school and live comfortably for the two years I would be in London, but I had to be
diligent. I did not mind selling some Chanel freebies I had received at shows to
pay for a new pair of scissors or a sewing machine. The moment I stepped
into the dimly lit hallway of Central Saint Martins and saw a student in a
green Mohawk and a jumpsuit spattered in paint, I knew I was in the right place.
In my Digital Patterns class I
had a group project which allowed me to meet one of my best friends, Ryan. Ryan
was an already well known street style blogger gone to fashion school. He was
originally from New York city and had decided to go international rather than
study at Parsons. Ryan’s signature look was all white skinny jeans, white
button down shirt, white shoes and a big Louis Vuitton purse he carried
everywhere in the crook of his arm. His usually accessories were his oversize
tortoise shell sunglasses (he wanted to be the male Jackie O) and big rings
either gold or silver depending on his mood, but he almost always stuck to his
all white wardrobe.
He could spot a designer bag on
a woman a mile away and tell you the price of the bag in several countries at
that moment. He had a keen eye for cost and calculating numbers in his head of
how much cloth per square foot would translate into the price of a dress. Both
his parents were accountants who would constantly
discuss numbers and price of everything in an increasingly expensive New York, which eventually led to their divorce.
Ryan and I became inseparable
in school. Our classmates would call us The American Pair, but as far as I knew
we were very different Americans. I was West coast and he was East coast but we
met in between with Ryan’s witty sense of humor and calculating brain and me
with my laid back sense and big designing vision.
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